...bOuNd...

i wish i could shed away all my pain through tears
release…a new found sense of freedom
to separate the hurt, shame…the sting of
loving
no one ever said love would be this hard
2 feel so strongly for another
~drained~
bound by the pulls of society
this way & that; that way & this
the throbbing grows ever steadily to the brink of explosion
release…
the only sense of escape
CRY
y cant i

...lOsT...

years & years of disappointment
where are u, y aren't u here
a multitude of memories;
without u there
devastation
deprivation
i'm lost & alone...