unwilliningness 2 admit
the wrongs commited
self-repulsion
looking for acceptance
in any way
even when its wrong
distraught…
distressed…
disgusted…
using my body as leverage
all the while only fooling myself
i seek the day that i accept me 4 me
3 tries
2 tries
last try &… FAILURE
im alone an now tainted
because of what i let U do 2 me
…still seeking acceptance
yet all i find is
|shame|
